im signing off

i have never learned anthing in my life…

he hurts me once, and hurts me forever.

i am beginning to feel the pain like no other but i never to choose not to feel it, instead i felt all the pain from begging to end.

i have no idea why i chose to have these life…i want to get away from it but it seemed like i dont have any choice

i cant seem to worry how hurt i am rather than thinking how i couldnt get hurt again.

im signing off from the relationship but each day i have thought of getting back at him….or get him to love me again and play sorry.

how i wish i could never think of it that way ever again.

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